10/27 – Yet another challenging chapter, including wrestling with all my old psychic wounds from the divorce, not remembering ANYTHING about this period of time (maybe I blocked it) and thus having to make it all up! Also a lot of continuity issues stringing the various scenes together against the calendar and making the details about what happened when consistent with each other, if ultimately made up! But I stuck to my 3-week cadence so I’m very happy with that.
10/6 – Another challenging chapter, covering some key psychological shrapnel from my you, but cranked out in that 3 week cadance I’ve been managing to follow lately. Yay!
9/15 – I feel good that I was able to crank out this long 30 page chapter in this 3-week cadence I am trying to stick to. 2 weeks to pound out a rough first draft, and then the 3rd week for 2nd, 3rd, etc drafts to clean, polish, and juice it up.
8/24 – Starting from scratch on this one was able to get it out in just under 3 weeks. I think I can keep to that cadence. Start with an outline then pound out a rough first draft by the end of the second week. Spend the third doing second and additional drafts as needed to clean it up, flesh it out and juice it up!
8/5 – I was able to get this chapter out in just over 2 weeks, though I did already have it outlined. This one was more about my internal thought processes after another long year of school.
7/22 – Despite being a longer chapter, tho full of dialog, I was able to get thru this one in just about 3 weeks. I’m going to try to keep to that cadence if I can. This one was more fun because it was a party with all those characters that I really enjoy writing!
6/30 – I was able to push out chapter 27 in about 3 weeks. I’d like to keep that cadence if I can!
6/8 – Chapter 26 took nearly 4 weeks as well, tho it was a longer chapter with more scenes!
5/14 – Chapter 25 took a bit longer, nearly four weeks.
4/19 – Chapter 24, which was significantly shorter, took exactly two weeks. Happy to finally be moved from Allmendinger to my last two years of elementary in Burns Park!
4/5 – Chapter 23 took 3 weeks, but it was longer and trickier, but glad it’s done and “in the can”, at least for now!
3/14 – Finished chapter 22 in 11 days. Trying to keep up with this pace!
3/3 – Finished chapter 21 in just a couple weeks, thou I had a mostly completed rough draft from before.
2/17 – Finished chapter 20 in less than 3 weeks. Excited about keeping this pace!
1/30 – Finished chapter 19 in about 3 weeks. Trying to keep that quicker pace up!
1/8 – Finished chapter 18 in under 2 weeks. Hopefully getting a little writing momentum going and on to the next!
12/26 – Finished chapter 17. Did this one in 2 1/2 weeks so keeping that momentum going in my writing!
12/8 – Finished chapter 16. Actually did it in two weeks. Spent the previous two drafting a chapter I finally decided needed to pushed forward a year in my story, from 1963 to 1964.
11/9 – Finished chapter 15.
10/10 – Finished chapter 14. Would like to speed up my writing process to get out a chapter every two weeks, but so far not!
9/6 – Finished chapter 13.
8/12 – A long haul to finish a long chapter 12.
6/30 – Finished chapter 11.
5/31 – Finished chapter 10.
5/12 – Have been having problems with my site. I’m still in the process to resolving them so folks may have intermittent access! Sorry for the confusion… I’m trying to work things out!
4/16 – Took nearly 4 weeks to do chapter 8, but it was another long chapter. Realize I haven’t been updating this for each chapter, so I should go back and do that!
3/20 – Well chapter 7 was long and it took almost 5 weeks… ugh!
2/16 – Took just 2 weeks for chapter 6, tho it WAS a shorter one. Trending well!
2/2 – Took a little more than 3 weeks to do chapter 5. I’d like to be able to stick with 3 weeks per chapter!
1/9 – Took 25 days for CC chapter 4, but had the holidays in there, but happy to keep moving forward!
12/15 – Took 23 days for chapter 3 of CC. A bit longer that chapter 2, but still less than a month. Hoping to push it down to more like 2 weeks per chapter!
11/22 – Took just 18 days to write the second chapter of CC. Will try to keep up the pace!
11/4 – Posted first chapter of “Clubius Contained”. Hoping to be able to up my writing production to get thru what should be about a 40 chapter story in 2 or 3 years!
10/14 – Now pondering on getting started on the follow up novel, “Clubius” Contained”, my narrative about my elementary school years from ages 5 to 11.
10/13 – Posted the final chapter of “Clubius Incarnate”. I had written a good chunk of it before, so it didn’t take as long to complete it. I am very pleased to have written a story from the point of view of a 3 to 5 year old, something I’m at least not aware of having been done before!
10/7 – As I work on the final chapter of “Clubius Incarnate”, I am also beginning to update my written “Two Inch Heels” introduction and chapters based on the updated version that I recorded for my podcast.
9/29 – Posted 40th chapter. Shorter than previous ones with more interior monologue than dialogue. Second to last chapter trying to wrap things up and set the stage for the next story, “Clubius Contained”, where I go to elementary school.
9/9 – Posted 39th chapter. Long and complicated, including reviewing the movie in detail.
8/3 – Posted 38th chapter. Longest one so far with a fair amount of research and crown sourcing about trip to the stadium and the events of the actual game.
6/24 – Posted 37th chapter. Quicker chapter, just took me 2 1/2 weeks.
6/7 – Posted 36th chapter. Another long one. Hope to complete this story with planned 5 more chapters!
5/3 – Posted 35th chapter. Seem to be able to put out one chapter a month.
4/7 – Posted 34th chapter. A particularly long one but with a lot of dialog.
3/10 – Posted 33rd chapter of Clubius Incarnate. Tried to capture the key movie clips and my reactions.
2/9 – Posted 32nd chapter of Clubius Incarnate. Pushing forward with another maybe eight chapters to go, tho multitasking with my Two Inch Heels podcasting.
1/21 – Posted 31st chapter of Clubius Incarnate. Closest thing I’ve written to situation comedy, but with a poignant ending!
12/9 – Finally posted chapter 30 of Clubius Incarnate, just 10 more planned chapters to go! Shooting to finish by maybe the end of April.
12/6 – Been focused on getting my podcasts of “Two Inch Heels” up on the various podcasting sites. Have an intro and first 12 chapters posted, just 41 more to go!
12/2 – Still working on chapter 30 of Clubius Incarnate, but have now posted an intro & first 10 chapters of Two Inch Heels podcast!
11/22 – Started on chapter 30 but have shifted focus for the moment to trying to publish my audio chapters of Two Inch Heels on Podbean and Apple Podcasts.
11/14 – So much for cadence! Just posted chapter 29, a very long one with several levels of story to address!
10/19 – Keeping that cadence of a new chapter every two weeks. This one, 28, built around another of my interesting developmental experiences watching TV.
10/7 – Getting into maybe a flow of posting a new chapter every two weeks! This one, 27, wasn’t part of my original outline for “Clubius Incarnate” but kind of came out of nowhere.
9/25 – This chapter 26 was rewritten based on an earlier piece I wrote about my dad.
9/15 – Got this latest chapter 25 of “Clubius Incarnate” relatively quickly and hope this momentum can grow!
9/2 – After working on or at it all summer, I finally was able to post my next “Clubius Incarnate” chapter, “Nursery School”. Turned out was very difficult to reconstruct a home-based pre-school in the late 1950s in progressive Ann Arbor, then build a whole story leading up to my one vivid memory of pleading with a kid thru the fence to get me out of there.
8/26 – Finally got my “Two Inch Heels” summary page properly updated referencing the new five opening chapters. Still in the process of renumbering all the old chapters.
8/25 – Have taken a break from “Clubius Incarnate” to try creating podcast episodes for “Two Inch Heels”, and in the process ending up rewriting the first three chapters into now five chapters. Posting the podcasts are still TBD at this point.
6/14 – Just 2 weeks to get out chapter 22 tho about half as long as the previous one, written as a recap by my character rather than scenes with dialog.
5/30 – Getting back in the groove of writing after my transition into retirement. Chapter 21 is quite long and chocked full of stuff as I start to develop that ‘tude befitting a four year old.
4/25 – Finally got chapter 20 posted, pushing the story forward up to my fourth birthday.
3/14 – These chapters of my early youth, including chapter 19 just posted seem so much harder to render, since I’m pretty much making up so much of the detail based on my few slivers of memory and what I was told.
2/14 – Another long slog with chapter 18, recreating the Christmas I spent at my grandparents house and trying to bring all my family members’ characters alive.
1/10 – I rewrote the intro paragraphs for my “Two Inch Heels” memoir to try to better capture the gist of the thing and make a more compelling case to a potential reader.
12/19 – Finally got this very challenging chapter 17 posted after sharing a draft with my aunt Pat and getting her input. This writing is much more challenging given I am writing as a very young person and obviously have no written journal to base my pieces on.
11/6 – This piece was half written back a year and a half ago when I decided to rewrite Two Inch Heels, and now I have finally gotten back to this very different “imagined memoir” from the point of view of a truly young person!
10/24 – Final chapter rewrite completed. A great deal of emotion for me to let this thing go and be what it will be, and moving on!
10/18 – Chapter 44, another quick rewrite. Almost done! Hope to have the last chapter polished off next weekend!
10/16 – Another quick rewrite of chapter 43, a climax of sorts and another one of my favorites.
10/11 – A quick rewrite of chapter 42.
10/4 – I read the new posted version of 41 and felt I needed to make more updates.
10/3 – Rewrite of chapter 41, one of my favorites.
9/27 – Rewrite of chapter 40.
9/19 – Now a particularly long chapter but sticking to my weekly pace, a rewrite of chapter 39.
9/12 – Still on a cadence of one piece a week, posted rewrite of chapter 38.
9/5 – On a role with these quicker rewrites, reworked several conversations and posted chapter 37.
8/30 – Another quick rewrite of chapter 36 despite expanding a previously summarized conversation.
8/28 – Was a quick rewrite of the 2nd half of chapter 35, since there were not summarized conversations to build out into the real thing.
8/23 – Broke chapter 35 into two parts, and posted rewrite of the first part, turning the paragraph overview of the conversation in the brewery into a major dialog scene.
8/16 – Rewrite of part 34 included truncating piece at end of initial day and turning the conversation summaries into more real conversation.
8/8 – Rewrite of part 33 took a bit more work, but some nice adds including a song lyric to keep that trend going in every chapter.
8/1 – The rewrite of part 32 was pretty quick, only adding a little dialog to replace dialog summary. It is an interesting decision when to use actual dialog vs summarizing that dialog.
7/26 – After the slog thru 30, just needed a fairly quick rewrite of part 31, again just turning some conversation summary into dialog.
7/25 – Finally posted the rewritten part 30, which I almost let remain pretty much as it was, but then decided to rewrite the summarized conversation as mostly actual dialog and did some serious expansion of the piece.
7/12 – And part 29 B quickly follows with the new title ‘Triumvirate’
7/11 – Posted separated and somewhat updated first half of 29th chapter, still with the ‘Snow Day’ title
7/10 – Posted rewritten 28th chapter, happy that these latest chapters seem to need less rework, and sorry for the length!
7/3 – Posted rewritten 27th chapter, finding a nice pacing to the piece and again some added character dialog and an additional provocative verse for “Marching to Pretoria” coming home from the village pub
6/29 – Posted rewritten 26th chapter, with just some added dialog to flesh out characters and match the continuity of more use of the Cleveland gang in my earlier Italy pieces
6/26 – Posted rewritten 25th chapter, not as extensive rewrite, just part in tunnel. Definitely won’t finish whole thing by August target, but hopefully by end of year
6/14 – Posted rewritten 24th chapter, another fairly extensive rewrite
5/29 – Posted rewritten 23rd chapter, doubling the length of the piece
5/15 – Posted second rewritten half of 22nd chapter, another extensive rewrite
4/19 – Posted first rewritten half of 22nd chapter, probably my biggest most challenging rewrite so far
3/22 – Posted rewritten 21st chapter, with significant additions of dialog
2/29 – Posted second half (part B) of now split 20th chapter, with some significant changes
2/16 – Posted first half (part A) of now split 20th chapter, because it was so long and really now lent itself to division.
2/6 – Posted the second half (part B) of old 19th chapter.
1/31 – Posted first half (part A) of now split in two 19th chapter, because it had gotten so long, including a significant rewrite adding some dialog to flesh our my characters Morgan, Jen and Sarah!
1/19 – Posted rewritten 18th chapter, with more of a rewrite adding some dialog to try and tie up Steve story better!
1/17 – Posted rewritten 17th chapter, with a minor rewrite!
1/13 – Posted rewritten 16th chapter, with very little I felt I could rewrite this time!
1/12 – Posted rewritten 15th chapter, with lesser rewrite!
1/4 – Posted rewritten 14th chapter, with lesser rewrite!
12/26 – Posted rewritten 13th chapter, with big rewrite of a major scene!
12/15 – Posted rewritten 12th chapter, a long piece!
12/8 – Posted rewritten 11th chapter, trying to capture a very different feel of things in Spain!
11/22 – Posted rewritten 10th chapter, I really liked how I was able to amp up characters and get a good flow!
11/9 – Posted rewritten 9th chapter
10/20 – Posted rewritten 8th chapter
10/19 – Posted rewritten 7th chapter
10/9 – Posted rewritten 6th chapter
9/29 – Posted rewritten 5th chapter
9/22 – Posted rewritten 4th chapter
9/8 – Posted rewritten 3rd chapter. Feeling good about rewrite enriching depth of story.
9/2 – Posted rewritten 2nd chapter with significant rewrite involving adding some key conversations
8/18 – Posted a now rewritten, expanded and divided 1st chapter of my memoir, now titled “Two Inch Heels”, of backpacking thru Europe in 1973 at age 18.
(((Much abusive behavior by adults toward young people can be attributed to adultism, to the extent that the adult would not treat another adult in this way.)))
That doesn’t make a lot of sense given that adults certainly do abuse each other sometimes.
((( Doling out additional punishment when young people protest against what they legitimately consider mistreatment, simply because they are questioning what the adult considers to be their absolute authority)))
Again, there are plenty of places where this exists in the adult world and is considered perfectly reasonable. Soldiers and employees who disobey urgent instructions, for one example. Contempt of court for another.
In most families, a kid is able to come to a parent later and say “Can we talk about the way you sent me to my room for breaking Jenny’s toy? It was an accident and I don’t think I should have been punished.” after Jenny has stopped crying. Similarly, apologies and discussions can go a long way with superior officers, bosses and judges at the proper time.
I could go on with other examples, but you see my point. Many of the ways kids are treated are actually preparing them for the adult world. Adults are unfairly punished, not listened to, subject to laws that seem arbitrary, etc, sometimes and the younger kids are when they learn how to deal with this stuff, the better they will be at dealing with it productively for the rest of their lives. (IMHO, the kid who can calmly request a discussion with the parents post-punishment is well on his/her way to fewer punishments and a promising future in the adult world.)
My best friend’s ten-year-old can be really caring and sweet at times, but like most kids he’s fundamentally pretty self-centered. If my friend has to yell at her son to get him put his shoes on because the he doesn’t see WHY the whole family can’t be late for church so he can get one more level in his video game, or miss church entirely so he can play video games all morning, I understand the yelling and don’t see it as “adultist” in the least. Unless every kid in the world becomes a self-employed person with no family and no other connection to society, they will have to live in a world where consideration for other people is important, and I think we learn that because our parents DO constantly point out and disincentivize inconsiderate behavior until we learn to recognize it in ourselves.
CC
Chalicechick… you make some very good points about that line between legitimate and not-legitimate parenting practice.
But I don’t think it is every good practice to abuse someone with the idea that it is preparing them to be abused, or even worse, accept abuse from others. Abusive behavior by authority figures, “because they can”, is a hallmark of ancient patriarchal pecking order practices… imo… and not a cultural issue that I would like to see us perpetuate.
And my experience is that 10-year-olds and other youth tend to get self-centered as a defense mechanism because they are not taken seriously and not given much opportunity to control their own destiny, within their ability to do so.
Anyway… I would be interested in your further thoughts on these points! Thank you so much for commenting!
(((But I don’t think it is every good practice to abuse someone with the idea that it is preparing them to be abused, or even worse, accept abuse from others)))
I don’t think I described anything that could be reasonably termed abuse. The line between punishment and abuse is somewhat different for different people, but generally it is not a thin line but a pretty wide band.
I’m willing to stick with my “analogue to punishments in the adult world” definition. In general, hitting someone with a belt is not a preparation for the real world as the average adult doesn’t face corporal punishment in the real world.
Hearing a loud “Everyone else is waiting in the conference room. The staff meeting was supposed to start ten minutes ago. What are you doing that makes your time more valuable than everyone else’s? Time is money at this company and if you can’t respect that, maybe you should work someplace else!” from a boss is a potential real world consequence for the adult who is frequently unable to be ready on time, so I see a toned down parental version (sans the threat of firing naturally) as appropriate for a kid with the same problem, assuming the kid is mature enough to understand the infraction and the potential consequences. This ten year old is.
(((And my experience is that 10-year-olds and other youth tend to get self-centered as a defense mechanism because they are not taken seriously and not given much opportunity to control their own destiny, within their ability to do so.)))
My strong impression, particularly of this child, is that he’s not really defending against anything, he would just rather read his book or play his video game because it is fun and he is caught up in it. I can sympathize. I think if most people were truly given the option, they would rather read books and play video games than go to work or school. Rare is the job that is so much fun that the employee would rather go than do anything else.
Someone who grows up feeling that they have a right to control their own destiny and thus should be allowed to read books and play video games rather than going to work or school if they so choose is in for a rough life.
To me, teaching a kid that he or she has a huge amount of control over his or her life and doesn’t have to follow rules that seem arbitrary and that he or she is being abused anytime he or she is being disciplined is probably more abusive than hitting them with the belt. At least the kid who is hit with the belt will be somewhat ready for the adult world with some therapy. The kid who is raised to be completely unprepared to face adult responsibilities might not ever.
CC
who, when reading about kids who have total control over their lives, lots of freedom and no serious worry that they will face consequences for their actions, can’t help thinking of Lindsay Lohan’s near constant battles with drugs and alcohol, her reputed obnoxious attitude on movie sets, her wrecked cars and her brushes with the law. Drew Barrymore lived that sort of life and managed to turn it around and I hope Lindsay can too, but the lives movie star kids with financial control over their parents live is certainly no advertisement for giving kids more freedom than they can handle.
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